a beautiful smile

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more than a month already.. the natural, true, darling smile
is not showing its beauty.. i wonder when can this feeling fades
for it all crawls back into my mind whenever i am alone
keep my mind to the SPM only is just so..............
my future depends on that piece of result
and i waste like the most important
period for the most stupid thing
the stone is really heavier
than i ever thought
no one lift it away
sianq.. do not
say a thing
i know..