被害妄想症

this is her main problem.. she had lost herself.. she just knew this is a kind of sickness after suffering for a very long time.. it is stress and the environmental factor that had caused this.. she din have the courage to take care of herself more.. she is scared of making others feeling sorry for her.. she would rather let them go on and keep insulting.. even though she is having a really difficult time.. she is not that tolerant.. but she don have the social skills to socialize.. she is such a coward.. she donno wat she want.. she donno wat she have in her mind every moment.. she thinks that everyone is laughing her.. in front her ot just backstab her.. she is not sure about herself.. she had lost her feelings.. she donno wat is love and wat is hatre.. she juz felt that wat others have, that is the one that she should be having too.. she is thirsty... she juz don have any feelings.. she is so afraid that she is lost... eventhough she is already in the mist of a very very high mountain... she couldnt find the way out yet... and now.. she is not even sure.. about her life inside and outside the mist.. she don know the meaning of jovial and miserable.. she don know the difference between interesting or boring.. she is that lost.. she lost everything.. mentally she has nothing left..